labil - gundah gulana

huaaaaa..sedang labil2nyaaaa..
sensi dengan semua orang2..hihi
tepatnya sensi dengan semua tanggapan orang terhadap rencana ini :)


adakah yg salah dengan rencana itu?
adakah yg salah dengan umur?
adakah yg salah dengan keputusan itu?
adakah yg salah dengan waktu?
adakah yg salah dengan semuanya?

sungguh amat sangat sensi sama pendapat orang-orang yang meremehkan..
apalagi ketika itu datang dari orang dekat kita sendiri dan orang yg kita percaya..

Only Heaven knows :)

- Walau dunia melihat rupa namun Kau memandang ku sampai kedalaman hati ku -

all to You..i give it all to You

All to You - Don Moen

All to You
all to You
I give it all to You
all to You
all to You
I give it all to You

I lay my life before You
Lord I surrender all
all that I have been through
Lord I give it all to You now

and though I have some question
things I'll never understand
I come into Your presence
and I placed them in Your hands

All to You
all to You
I give it all to You
all to You
all to You
I give it all to You

I know that You are faithful
that Your promises are true
Your mercy will sustain me
and Your grace will see me through

so I lift my hands before You
as a sacrifice of praise
I cast my cares before You
and I come to You in faith


:)
The song taht's soooo me
from the deepest of my heart
give it all to You Lord

#nowplaying Happiness - Yao Si Ting

Happiness happiness
Where do you reside?
Happiness happiness
Where do you reside?
I'd like to live close by your side
I've looked for you far and wide
Why is it you seem to hide?
Why is it you seem to hide?

No need to fly in the sky so high
No need to seek it with the tears you cry
You can find me right inside
Your heart is where I abide

the sound of Silence

Disaat seperti ini,ipod adalah teman paling baikkk.. ♥ ♥ ♥ 
 
Just want to be silence..
Take a time to be silence..
Take a time to thinking..
Take a time to feel..
And take a time to crying..
Just because I'm still human..
I need it..
Need to express my feelings,
Need to express my dissapointed,
Need to express my hearts..
 
Oh hearts,please dont be too long to feel it..
Please dont be too long to think about it..
Please dont be too long to crying..
I'm just exhausted
And I'm pretend to be okay
:)
 
 

When life is change,all I can do is give thanks for all the goodtimes and the bad.. :)

yess..ini lah yang sedang saya rasakan :)
ntah hanya sebuah perasaan dikala hati yang sedang gundah gulana atau hanya sebuah perasaan takut..

begitu banyak perasaan tidak nyaman :)
but the show must go on..walaupun betapa tidak nyamannya itu..huhuhu :(

Oh Lord please keep my heart away from hatred..
keep my heart away from injured..
all i hope it just a feelings.. :)

...

well..ga tau mau nulis apa.. T.T
prasaan sedang campur aduk se aduk2nyaa >.<

badmood yang berkepanjangan..
stress yang berkepanjangan..
dan masalah yang tak kunjung selesai juga..

bikin stress dan rasanya pengen pergiiiiii sejauuuuuuuuuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh mungkin..
pergi tinggalin semua yang ada..
pergi tinggalin semua orang dan kenangannya..

i wish i can go..
go to places called 'home'
finding my peace and places to rest my soul..

tired Lord with all of these things.. :(

emang manjaa..but really really tired Lord.. :(
dont know what to do..
dont know what to say..
dont know where i must to go..

dont know what my heart wants.. :(

honestly,masih merasa terluka dengan masalah kemarin itu..
terlalu terluka..
dan bingung apa yang harus dlakukan..

sedikit prasaan tidak nyaman terhadap semua orang..
membangun sedikit rasa curiga terhadap mereka..
tapi pemikiran itu ga pernah bisa hilang sedikitpun..

i wish i can be still the same.. :(
and i wish i dont back to my bad habit..

tired Lord and i dont wish to be downgrade.. :(

teach me to be brave Lord..
need Your grace more.. :(

dont want this hurt feelings change me to be a cold person..
dont want this hurt feelings allow me to hurt others..
dont want this hurt feelings hurt me so.. :(